29 April 2009
Worked late this evening and realised that tomorrow is last day of April. Have got a meet up session with the school girls I hope I won't be stucked at work. Especially when buddy's not around, gotta cover her workload. Aww... *Frown. Because I don't wanna miss out this catch up session. It has been... been... a year since we last meet up? Or maybe, near a year. So hopefully the crowds won't be like today. Hmm... guess gotta reach branch early to clear off my work on hands. Follow up, follow up. RMs never revert back how to proceed. ='(
Anyway girls reading my blog, I hope I ended my day at work happily. Don't wanna some work issues affected my mood. Don't wanna mood swings when we meet up. If I do, pls pardon.
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:09
28 April 2009
Who's Ken in my f'ster? Do I know him and how he got my mobile no? Strange.
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:26
27 April 2009
Had a gathering function at Eugene place after work. The weather's really killing, lost my appetite. Left at around 4.30pm Marychan dropped FM and I at Eunos MRT. Headed to Bugis to look for a tee for Darin -- > Bugis St to look for an album for Alan --> Illuma for shopping. Had a great time wtih her, =D
Meet up with KQ at JP for dinner and movie (17 Again) then chilled out at mac. Headed home after a cup of mc flurry. Suppose to meet up with Darin to pass him his present but he ended late, m already prepared to sleep when he texted at 1.45am. =( M exhausted thats why didn't meet up with him. Crazy of him, asked me out at 11.30pm yesterday night to changi for supper. I love to, but I've to work this morning.
I hope my initiative won't let him get the wrong idea, was rather piss off with his last sms last night. -.-" Guess better for me to stay away from him.
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:04
23 April 2009
Branch meeting was being b/f due to too many issues with some urgent one. Before the meeting starts, was being called in by Doris. She questioned me why was the name on the staff pass and name inside the system differ? I noticed that but I didn't question the staff when she passed me the FX deal. Because first of all, she signed the form infront of me and verified that it was good. And I did sight her staff pass, it appeared to be the same person. Was instructed to make a photocopy of ID and attach with the form before faxing to LPO. I did all that, but because LPO people saw the name was different they refuse to process for me. I got nervous and tried calling the staff. She didn't pick up my phone call. Starts panicking so went all the way to her desk but she had left office. =( Tried using my mobile and yepp, she picked up. So she explained, the maiden and married name.
As all the front liner knows that most of their staff passes are printed with surname followed by initials. It kinda tough for us to verify too. SK voiced out this during the meeting, and so the solution is to get the staff to sign on the photocopied ID. I was thinking, why not just make it easier that staff pass is not allowed. ID like driving licence, passport or NRIC must be provided for verification purpose. But sighs... I guess down here voice out also pointless.
Got a ops loss case charged to the wrong cost centre, was being left right by Doris. And yepp, this mistake is intolerable because it was written on slip and I didn't follow. Checker over looked and filed wrongly. Had a hard time searching high and low for it.
Suggested that filing should be part of our end day duties. But Wati say we should all take ownership in our work. So we shall see how things gonna work out.
Sighs... when it rains, it pour.
Saw love tagged me on my wall on FB so I logged in. Took a quiz - Are You A Good GF and the result is Excellent. Here it goes...
You're a really loving, and caring person towards your BF/GF. You really do care for them, and you love them unconditionally. Anyone would be lucky to have you. Because you'll always treat them with love, and care. ;D
Not sure if m a loving person but then m certain that I care my partner more than I care about anyone at home. And yepp was being called silly girl by a guy who I really loved him unconditionally. He knew all that and he ever told me that anyone would be lucky to be my guy. But... .. . sighs. Perhaps the problem lies on me. Recently too many things happened, totally lost track of what I should do. I couldn't help but burst into tears during my lunch time this afternoon. Thinking how great its gonna be with him around to guide me along.
And my poor lil' niece. Her mom told me that teacher complaint that she beat up a classmate of hers till his face swell. I was think how could it be. Besides I just asked the lil' precious how was school today and she just mentioned that she was being bullied by Alvin. She added on that he bullied her almost everyday. Her mom continued: "Alvin was climbing high up and precious afraid that he might fall down and get injured so pulled him down. When Alvin got down, he hit her chest." Normal reaction would be beat him back. So yah, she beat him back and got a complaint from teacher.
Of course her dad gonna be mad when he heard his precious beating people at school. Trying so hard to persuade her to tell him what exactly happened but she refused. On top of his anger, he took out the cane and caned her till her legs now swollen. The mom brought her to the room and tried to know what exactly happened, she kept quiet through out and the mom scolded her. She finally says out when the dad brough her downstairs for a walk.
I find that the parents don't understand her well enough. Because it will really shock me to dead if she starts a fight first. More over is Alvin, she mentioned before that when she grew up she wanna be married to him. So in the first place, how would she starts the fight first?
It just hurts me. No wonder she was so well behaved when I reached home. Poor lil' precious.
Oh looks like all of my friends had went back to study except me. Sighs... how nice if time could be rewinded. Then I'll wish to rewind back to year 1993 and I swear I'll study hard and loves my mom twice as much.
I hope I'll luv myself more
10:33
21 April 2009
Last afternoon met up with Jacelyn for lunch and had a great time catching up with her. Dropped by mummy place to look for her but get to know from bro that she had went back to home town. Hope uncle won't buy her any beer during her stays. =)
Bank crowds really hard to predict, when we're busy we're real busy. ='( And they insisted that we've to verify clients. + all the endless paperwork. Hell =X
I hope I'll luv myself more
10:02
19 April 2009
No matter how strong a person is, there's always a fragile side of her. Heartache to see mom drinking and uttering words that she had been keeping deep down in her heart. Don't know what she has do wrong that she was being treated this way. M always helpless when mom cried.
Wondering how's thing getting at home.
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:06
17 April 2009
Just something so strange perhaps he thought I was mad but I wasn't. Just that m feeling unwell and showing a lil' attitude. Aha! He used to text in the evening but yesterday he didn't. Maybe if I see him today must disturb him eh? =)
Meeting friends in the evening. Schedule messed up. No longer have good time management. Didn't know why, just feel extremely tired. Got up early this morning but dilly dally, so end up took cabby to NAC to clear my stuffs. So now NAC have FM and Irene I won't have any more chance to go back to NAC. So... good lors. No need to run here and there. =)
Hmm...
I hope I'll luv myself more
10:09
15 April 2009
These few days eyes feel a lil' too dry, very irritated. Nose blocked the whole night, couldn't sleep. And stomach cramp this morning. ='( M feeling a lil' unwell.
Hasn't see him for near a month and yesterday he came. So "good" of my colleagues to have teased him. Don't know why have a very strong feeling that something is not right and I hope m not thinking too much. =)
So his birthday coming thinking what to get for him, headache. =(
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:10
14 April 2009
Boredom!
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:29
13 April 2009
Suddenly feels like travelling to...
Taiwan - Wanna try their local delights
Hongkong - For shopping spree
Paris - A very relaxing and beautiful country
Bali - For a getaway
Japan & Korea - Like their cultures
Macau - Wanna experience their lifestyle
Rome - The country he told me before that he wish to go
Hahas, guess I could travel to all these places in my dream. Alrighty, is 2.20am gotta hit the hay or else gonna be late for work tomorrow. Gotta wake up early too to pack my bag.
I hope I'll luv myself more
02:11
12 April 2009
Why mummy can brought the four of us up so well without having to shout/scold/scream/yell and cane us. So why can't you be more patient when teaching her? I know that she's very mischievous and always throw tantrum when we ask her to do thing. But can you try to hoax her, talk to her in a nicer way? Just don't like you to teach the 5yrs old girl by caning her, especially before her sleep. Don't like her to wake up in the middle of the night crying that she had a nightmare.
Yes, my temper is much more hotter than you. But I know I can teach her better than you.
To many of you especially mom that my temper is extremely bad. But well, it has to depend on what's the issue. Or maybe I had never change at all, just that the person I met his temper is much more worse than me? Or maybe I remember what mom always remind me to do - to endure and give in when quarrel? Or maybe this particular person is so important to me that I changed the way I used to be. Sometimes I wonder myself too, why I could be so tolerance towards him when he already make himself clear that he's not worth.
After all these, I still think of him and longing for his greetings. But of course if we not gonna even be friend, then I think is pointless to keep in touch.
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:23
11 April 2009
This long weekend suppose to be mine but then FM down with HFMD so gotta help out at NAC. As usual Saturday time flies fast took a bus back to mom place. Lil' niece was too mischievous, getting on my nerve. Got mad and left. Who knows the lift breakdown and I've to climb all the way up to 12th floor. Sighs.
Just finished watching the drama series, and guess m not going over for dinner. Exhausted, wanna have a good rest tonight.
Have a nice weekend!
I hope I'll luv myself more
19:48
10 April 2009
Something bothering me but just do not know how to put it in word.
I always reflect myself when mom said that m being too petty. At times I think so too and tried to change and hope that I could get along well with her (my sis). But sometimes I find that she is way too calculative. I realised that there is no way I can stay together with her any more. I have decided to... move out. Perhaps a distance away from my family will benefits me. Will have a much more carefree life.
Sighs, initially I thought she changed but no, not a bit at all. Why? Why each time bro-in-law and she quarrelled both of us can be so close. And why each time they are good, sis and I are drifter apart?
Gotta trouble friend to find a place for me, sorry.
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:02
07 April 2009
Happy Birthday Mummy!
Have a new colleague Irene and she was previously a chief officer from OCBC. Couldn't concentrate on my work because she was too gorgeous! Alright, should write some notes for her.
Mummy hope you've a good sleep tonight and dream of 4 digits no, =D So when we striked 1st prize we can place another FD and starts invest in currencies.
Loves u lots!
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:27
06 April 2009
Oh so she was mad with me because of the ops loss cases that she've to put up. No wonder she ignored me ever since she transferred me to ORQ. And because of the ops loss you've to put up, you starts to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ me. UK* Not because my mgrs are nice to me, I'd be typing a resignation letter to you right now. ****** *** *ss.
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:36
05 April 2009
Finally got my com and internet fixed. FM still feeling unwell, it has been more than a week. Wonder how's the result. If doctor certified that she have HFMD, then I'd be at Nac until doctor say that she's fit for work. Poor thing, if she's still unwell tomorrow maybe m paying her a visit.
Is raining, I hope sun shines soon.
Bro-in-law and sister seems well, glad.
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:41
02 April 2009
Finally pick up my cpu but haven't get if fixed yet. The lady told me that if let say the same problem occurs again, she advised me get a new cpu instead. Because my cpu was custom designed, difficult to get the spare motherboard to replace the old one. And another problem was the temperature of my cpu is too hgigh. So will try not to use my com for too long. Guess is time to buy a new one =)
FM Monday on Exam Leave, Tues-Thurs on MC. Hahas... exam stress? So tomorrow she's coming back, whew~ and I can have my FT in the morning. Feels so tired, this month gotta work more SAT to get back my incentive. ='(
Maybe wanna take a day of leave before step goes on block leave. Hahas.
NAC always gotta do so many reporting ='(
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